struck down, not destroyed
When I’m not sitting in front of the computer I’m writing all these great posts in my head about how grateful I am. How thankful I am for the things that are good in my life. Because despite it all, yes, there are still good things. Maybe this shouldn’t be the first thing on my [...]
processing
I wanted to make this post a good one. Positive. Grateful. Optimistic. But I just can’t right now. Today was not a bad day. I woke up to a lovely breakfast of truffle crab ramen noodles. Picked up some organic fruits from the farmer’s market down the street. Mocked hubby relentlessly for his resuable shopping [...]
everything falls
Where do I begin? Do I start with all the small, good things I have found the ability to be thankful for? Do I begin with the feeling of complete and utter failure and disappointment in my body? Or do I talk about how I’m not sure anymore what to do next. I suppose I [...]
endure
I just wanted to say, I’m having a really hard time processing everything that’s going on right now. I am so tired. I’m physically uncomfortable. I’m on the precipice of falling into a dark, dingy, pit of depression. It’s literally hard to breath sometimes (which by the way, is scary as hell). Thank God that [...]
the one where I end up in the ER
On the BART today, on my way to my regularly scheduled bi-monthly doc appt, I was mulling over a post about bitterness. It was going to be great. It’s still something I’m probably going to write about at some point because I find it absolutely fascinating. It’s completely useless and yet so many have mastered [...]
so typically San Francisco
I love that I can hear the church bells from my bedroom. And the sound of the trolley bell ringing as it clatters down the street (but luckily the windows mute out the clatter part). It’s a huge improvement over the sound of the garbage truck outside my window (at 5am) at our old apartment!
i would call it bullet point tuesday but the alliteration doesn’t really work does it?
1. I admit, bullet-point blogging is lazy blogging. But hey, I’ve got a lot of ground to cover and it is what it is. And thank you guys for commenting! I only got one spam comment after the two real ones so the ratio was pretty good. 2. We are officially living in our new [...]
ch-ch-changes
1) I’m still here…chugging along. Work was actually not the soul sucking bottomless pit of hopelessness that it typically is. Although I did get entrusted with some REAL responsibility (like seventy-five millions dollars worth) I don’t know if it will ultimately mean anything or be a serious turning point in my career. I’m still not [...]
role reversal
Me: This is the happiest time of your life isn’t it? Hubby (with a big smile on his face): I spent the whole day shopping, since I dropped you off [at 8:30am] until now [5pm]. What do you think? Me: Omg, how much did this cost me?
phone interviews are awesome
Because you can totally do them in your underwear. UPDATE: Less awesome because the phone is not ringing when it should. Or half an hour later even. Have I been stood up? UPDATE II: So, did not get stood up but feel like I sucked (as usual). Can I go home now?