{"id":13,"date":"2010-05-13T01:58:59","date_gmt":"2010-05-13T01:58:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/?p=13"},"modified":"2011-01-27T17:04:15","modified_gmt":"2011-01-28T01:04:15","slug":"so-my-painful-insecurity-is-founded-after-all","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/?p=13","title":{"rendered":"so my painful insecurity is founded after all"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=justify>What is the Universe trying to tell me?  This morning (after last night&#8217;s extreme navel gazing) I got a phone call from a potential employer. Except it went straight to voicemail and I decided to wait until after an appointment, after work, to call her back.  And she didn&#8217;t answer.  So I left a sort of rambling message and was like, uh, so sorry to call you so late (it was 4:30pm) but if I don&#8217;t hear back from you tonight, I&#8217;ll try again tomorrow! (I know, not needy at all right?)<\/p>\n<p align=justify>And now since it&#8217;s almost 7pm I&#8217;m pretty sure I&#8217;m going to have to wait until tomorrow to speak with her, if I ever hear from her again after that ridiculous message.<\/p>\n<p align=justify>Tonight would be a long night except for my little friend&#8230;Ambien.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What is the Universe trying to tell me? This morning (after last night&#8217;s extreme navel gazing) I got a phone call from a potential employer. Except it went straight to voicemail and I decided to wait until after an appointment, after work, to call her back. And she didn&#8217;t answer. So I left a sort [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-navel-gazing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}