{"id":830,"date":"2020-07-02T09:22:55","date_gmt":"2020-07-02T17:22:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/?p=830"},"modified":"2020-07-02T09:22:55","modified_gmt":"2020-07-02T17:22:55","slug":"so-this-is-happening-now-i-guess","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/?p=830","title":{"rendered":"so this is happening now i guess"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I can&#8217;t really find the words to say what I need to say.  Maybe there are no words.  Just this desperation that keeps bubbling up inside me with nowhere to go.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What&#8217;s the best way to do this? Rip it off like a bandaid? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">My mom is probably going to die of cancer.  She probably doesn&#8217;t have very long. It&#8217;s probably going to be awful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The CT report hasn&#8217;t even left us much room to hope for a better outcome with the biopsy.  Short of a complete miracle, the writing appears to be on the wall.  We will likely know by next week.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I can&#8217;t really find the words to say what I need to say. Maybe there are no words. Just this desperation that keeps bubbling up inside me with nowhere to go. What&#8217;s the best way to do this? Rip it off like a bandaid? My mom is probably going to die of cancer. She probably [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-830","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fuck-cancer"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/830","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=830"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/830\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":831,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/830\/revisions\/831"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=830"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=830"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/transcended.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=830"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}