My least favorite relative is threatening to come for her monthly visit and yet has not had the decency to show up on time. Therefore I have spent much of the weekend doubled over in pain, feeling nauseated and sort of like someone is trying to literally rip my organs out of my abdomen. And still no sign of her. This is not exactly normal since the mind-numbing pain doesn’t usually show up until she does but it definitely feels like she should be making a dramatic entrance anytime now.
I’ve been consuming copious amounts of medications in an attempt to combat the pain, not realizing they contain caffeine. So now my bp is off the charts and now I can’t be sure why. Is it the medicine? The pain? Or just my shitty healthy in general? Unclear.