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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

and i think my head is cavin' in

So another day has gone by and I've still yet to upload my Vegas pictures. Or clean my room. Or send out my resume. Or ask my manager where the heck I'm going to be working in 2 weeks when the girl I'm filling in for comes back. I'm in limbo.

And to top it all of I can't remember the last time I showered. This is starting to feel like finals week with no end in sight.

I feel as though I'm constantly telling myself things will settle down, but maybe things just don't "settle" at this age. I keep wondering when I won't be looking for a job or apartment. Hopefully the apartment thing will be taken care of within the next two weeks but the job hunt is making me blue. I know it could be worse, I could be without an income at all I suppose. But I feel like I'm just getting older and older and the "direction" you think is supposed to come with age just isn't coming. Instead you just have less and less time to figure out what direction you really should be moving in and you feel more and more desperate with every day/month/year that passes. I feel like whatever job I take next, I can't jump into it the way I did with the first two jobs because I can't keep hopping around. From fundraising, to property management, to God only knows. I have to find something I really want to do or at least find a company that doesn't totally suck.

Paul and I are set to begin the Great Apartment Hunt this weekend. I've made my little spreadsheet with all the pertinent info and this evening we are planning to drive around LA taking down numbers so I can set up appointments while I'm bored at work tomorrow.

Every June my life gets turned upside down. When will the madness end?

wingless was still breathing at 11:46 AM -

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