And it's a good thing I did or I'd be going out of my mind today. And tomorrow. But I guess that's why He's God and He knows when we really need to hear Him even before we do.

I am having a very difficult time being articulate today and am currently reading the blogs of other, more articulate people in hopes that their way with words will rub off on me and I will be able to put into words all the garbled crap floating around in my head right now.

Anyway. Because God is God, he knew before I did that I would find out today that I'm waiting for Very Big News on Wednesday. Also, I'm supposed to get my deposit check back on Wednesday. So basically Wednesday is a Very Important Day and anyone who knows me knows that I suck at waiting. I drive myself and everyone around me completely batty with speculation and questions no one can answer and I'll ask them over and over again to anyone who is unlucky enough to come in contact with me. So, if God hadn't spoken to me yesterday, I would be gearing up for two long days of making tortured noises at Paul and frantic pointless IMing of friends for reassurance.

Instead, I am at complete peace with whatever happens and have realized that I worry. Way. Too. Much. Especially when there is no point in worrying. And so even though there are big things coming up in my life, I'm going to trust that God's no dope and He's got a plan and it probably has something to do with teaching me to be patient.

So here I am, patiently waiting for Wednesday and impatiently waiting for 6:00 p.m. because I'm bored. And I'm almost done with this post. And I don't know what I'm going to do afterwards.