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insomnia how i hate thee
I slept horribly last night. I guess I am more worried than I realized. I have been asking for an opportunity to find out what it is God really wants me to do with my life and now that it has become a reality I'm pretty much in a panic. Getting my master's in political science/international relations is definitely what I would like to do with my life, mainly because I find the subject totally fascinating, but is that what GOD wants me to do with my life? I was reading Chapter 7 of The Purpose Driven Life last night before I tried (really hard) to go to bed and there was a paragraph where the author was talking about how we were all given certain gifts for a reason and if your gift is in helping others that is what you should be doing. I don't know maybe I have just been looking so hard that I see signs everywhere and it's really just me speculating about my life using completely unrelated things...or on the other hand maybe the problem with how I was living before was that I refused to see the signs in anything. Paul is right, I am too extreme for my own good. I need balance.
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