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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
everything sparkles in the light of a new year
I've been listening to "In The Light" on repeat in the car lately and I realized it's kind of a perfect "new year" song because new year's are all about changing for the better right? Over the last year, since I chose to rededicate my life to the Lord I've often had the thoughts expressed in the song. What is going on inside of me? Why do I continue to be a slave to behaviors I hate?
Sometimes it's hard for me to remember that being "good" will always be a struggle. Even though I see people like my little sister and it seems so easy for her, I know she has her own demons to wrestle - but maybe she is just a better wrestler than I am. Or just more disciplined. Same difference probably.
I keep trying to find a life On my own, apart from You I am the king of excuses I've got one for every selfish thing I do
What's going on inside of me? I despise my own behavior This only serves to confirm my suspicions That I'm still a man in need of a Savior
I wanna be in the light As You are in the light I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens O Lord be my light and be my salvation Cause all I want is to be in the light All I want is to be in the light
The disease of self runs through my blood It's a cancer fatal to my soul Every attempt on my behalf has failed To bring this sickness under control
Honesty becomes me There's nothing left to lose The secrets that did run me In Your presence are defused Pride has no position And riches have no worth The fame that once did cover me Has been sentenced to this earth Has been sentenced to this earth
So here's to a better new year. Maybe one where, by the grace of God, I can conquer those demons in my life.
wingless was still breathing at 2:05 PM
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