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My mom told me the other night that my aunt is having panic attacks. I guess it runs in the family. Last night I dreamt that we were having a picnic and we had invited a number of people including two of Paul's female coworkers (not real ones, imaginary, made-up female coworkers). The whole time we were eating the two of them were talking smack about me, everything from my shade of eyeshadow to my health insurance carrier (strange, I know). For some reason I feel this dream has something to do with the fact that I hung out with some folks I'm not all that close to/haven't seen in years the other day and have since been replaying the whole "hang out" in my head over and over again and analyzing it to try to gauge just how obnoxious I must have been. It's a problem I have. I can't hang out with people without obsessing afterwards if I said or did anything to offend anyone or else make them think I was extremely annoying. This probably has something to do with the reason I am such a homebody hermit who is frightened about living with people who are not Paul or my parents. Or my sister.
Comments:
I read on Yahoo News that you had a really lame health insurance carrier. Maybe it was a premonition instead of a bad dream? Just sayin.
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